summary: "2021-04-16"
notes: '## Distracted Had to lay down on the couch today after lunch. Watched YouTube
  for a long time in the afternoon. Didn''t manage to finish my code for the file
  sharing access code feature. Which is getting later and later overdue. Worried about
  money still. Afraid that I''m wasting time at Invisible and we are getting screwed.
  ## Accomplished Did design work for Charles. Got new intern onboarded. Talked with
  Victor a B little bit. ## Relationships Worried about Ryan dying. Don''t know how
  to help. Becca was up a long times last night crying about things in her life. I
  wonder if she''s processing all the trauma of the years, but she also sounds like
  she''s having a midlife crisis. I''m worried about her. I spent time with the boys
  while she went out to spend time with Kelly. I mostly just let the boys watch tv
  while I listened to podcasts. I feel like a lame and neglectful dad. I can''t sleep
  tonight. I don''t know why - but I''m totally awake. ## Ideas A financial accounts
  micro service that models changes to account balance for clients. What am I going
  to do? What do I care about? I want to work with people I like. For a bigger vision
  of the world. How it can change. How to give people a chance.'
tags:
- ticktick
project: "\U0001F4D4journal"
priority: P2
delegatedto: ""
subtasks: []
dependencies: []
created: 2026-04-06T19:15:18.666601-04:00
resolved: 0001-01-01T00:00:00Z
due: 0001-01-01T00:00:00Z